My life, or my thoughts, as I say always ends up as a song somehow. I’ve started this thing about depression. It makes me depressed just working on it. I’ve been working on gratitude and thankfulness especially when there are hard times. But I bet it's so hard to be grateful when no one calls to see how you are or calls back when you’re looking for employment. We always say to keep your head up, but what about that moment when you just can’t and there doesn’t seem to be anyone around that cares enough about you to help you out and you gotta keep living, and sometimes it’s too hard to do that. I’ve been there…man you know I been there….